“…..and my mother was not able to sleep .”
Let’s just focus on crying of each mother on this earth .
My Mum was not able to sleep yesterday . U might be wondering why am I telling such a small and silly thing to you . I mean , why am I bothering you . But maybe u won’t believe , but this is faced by many , and so i thought to express this on everyone’s behalf.
Yesterday , when we, both , were just about to sleep , my phone rang . It was of my friend’s father , he use to call me , ask about colleges and what am I fixed up with , basically to be updated about my particular status at that time. So I , naturally , picked-up the call and answered his questions . Suddenly , the talk went like “ okay , so 17th July will be your last day here , at your home town.”
My mom was thunderstruck and that very moment she began thinking. I exactly don’t know the thoughts what actually came into her mind , but I knew it was all about me , my future condition , Will I be able to survive or not “an unknown place ;how can i leave her alone” , and many more. After talking , i hung up the call. I told her , what the talk was actually about and then she came up with her questions: “Tu 17rh ko jane ke baad vahi rhegi ?”(U won’t be coming back after going there on 17th?) , “Fir direct December mea aayegi ?”(Directly December then ?) , “Tu reh legi vaha ?”(Will you be able to survive there alone ?)
At that time , I understood the meaning of the word MAA . And den we slept. At a time , she grabbed my hands , afterwards , facing opposite to each other. And i knew , her part was not over at that , she was still thinking in her mind. I am not that capable to guess what exactly she was thinking but all I know was IT WAS ALL ABOUT ME.
No wonder , why mothers are kept above God . Not that they are meant to be , but they are deserved to be.
Maybe after that she slept or was still thinking about me.
I wish i could tell her “Maa , I love you , itna mt socho , or sojao. kuch nh hoga aapki beti ko. ”(Mom, don’t worry much , your daughter is strong enough to handle things , You please relax !I can’t see you like this.) but i was just left with few tears in my closed eyes.
Every single girl or boy who is away , far away , from their parents , guys , u have someone, who is waiting for you , praying for you , wishing everything that she could only for you. She is your Mother.
She can’t see anything wrong happening to us. She can fight for anything that we want. She bears everything only for us. Today , i have realized this , and I don’t know what should i do but this really made me understand how difficult this is for a mother to leave her child , to just send her child to an unknown place and not because she doesn’t want to but because she is worried , scared , caring and whattt not…..ONLY FOR ME.
Thank you and LOVE you always , MAA !
Whispers a daughter’s heart !❤